as boring and cliche as it sounds: 'find the good in everything and everyone.' please do, yes there are people and situations that are nearly impossible to find beauty in, but try. don't take a glance and take in the bad, take a long gaze and find the good. yes, i'm telling you to take a few minutes out of your 'busy' schedule and take a long look at everything around you. quit distracting yourself and pretending that life is great. take long meaningful looks, find the beauty in that rude guy who sits beside you in math, find the gorgeous girl in your history class who you've overlooked so many times. find the strength in trees, find the gentleness in storms. sure, i may sound insane, but at least i'll be happily insane. take a little while everyday to just stop, relax, and think of your day and the beauty you saw or maybe overlooked...let the beauty wash over you and overpower the bad. when something bad happens don't freak out imediately, look for even the slightest trace of good. all i'm saying is that you should take a look around you and find the art on the walls, the message in the air, the beauty in the world. and it wouldn't hurt if you tried to contribute to the beauty

i watched a movie last night, it scared me in the worst way possible, i cried.

still not feeling that much love....lol

funny, how it comes to pass, that all the good slips away and there's no one around you can remember being good to you---'shame' matchbox twenty

it doesn't stop anymore....there is not even a moment's relief from this

you make me feel so unloved...comments would be nice

can i carry on anymore, my dear one, just fair warning...my end is coming near...forgive me, if i do not make it that far...i'll try my best if you only don't give-up...stay with me and i will stand by you as long as my heart allows...---from a song that i like

it's not looking up yet...

i love the rain, and thunder...but not the cold

tomorrow is saturday, i'm scared